Back to Work

When you go on Maternity leave you sort of rub it in people’s faces the fact you haven’t got to go to work for at least 9 whole months, but what you do forget is those 9 months absolutely fly by and you have to go back before you know it.

 

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She was so tiny (6 weeks old)

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I cannot believe I am going back to work THIS month. Everyone keeps trying to tell me I’ll enjoy it when I’m back but I’m really not sure I will. I’ve only ever left Liberty properly 3 times since she’s been born and there’s never a minute where I stop thinking about her.

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First time I left Liberty

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Ok so I’m only going back 2 days a week but it’s really not the point I don’t like being away from her for 2 minutes let alone 2 days! Maybe I’m over reacting, I know she will be well looked after (between Blake and our Mums) but isn’t that what mums are suppose to do… Worry?

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Liberty really is such a boobaholic and she isn’t showing any signs of wanting to be weaned off anytime soon. I think for me that’s the most nerve wracking thing as she never goes all day without me breastfeeding her and I have no idea what she will be like without it… It would be easier if she just TOOK A BOTTLE!IMG_1454

 

I am really hoping that I am just over reacting and being one of those embarrassing ‘over the top’ mums and she will be totally fine.

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Would love to hear from anyone about their experiences on returning back to work (in the hope it may make me feel a little betterπŸ˜…) email us ourforeverlp@hotmail.co.uk

S x

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4 thoughts on “Back to Work

  1. I’ve literally just started writing a blog about my first week back at work πŸ™ˆ I started back Tuesday and tomorrow is my second day! I’ve only ever left Freddie for a few hours before so knowing I wouldn’t be seeing him for 8 hours was what was bothering me! Your not crazy I was just as horrified of the thought of leaving my little boy lol!
    I cried a few weeks before I was due back to work and then a lot the night before and all the way to work after dropping him off at my mother in laws, however it wasn’t actually as bad as I thought It was going to be and I think it’s because I knew he was safe, having fun and work kind of takes your mind of it for at least a few seconds lol!
    I am not saying for 1 minute I am not dreading tomorrow too, just not as much as I was tues and I spose that is how it works we will just get used to them days we don’t have them. I do feel it has made me appreciate the time I do have with Freddie that little bit more which is always good!
    I hope your first day back goes ok lovely! It will be fine πŸ’‹ Let me know xxx

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    1. Thank you so much for your comment, it’s so nice to know that I am not alone and makes me feel a little better knowing it wasn’t as bad as you thought it would be. I hope today goes well for you πŸ™‚ and I look forward to reading your blog post. I will definitely be doing one once I’m back to work too xx

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      1. One thing I would be intrigued to know is how your little girls gets on…im at work today and again Freddie was up all night! He is such a good sleeper and slept through from 9 months but both nights before I’ve gone to work he hasn’t settled and I wonder if he senses that I’m unhappy about going work or knows hat I’m leaving him some how? Lol! That sounds stupid I know ahah but let me know ahah xxx

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  2. That’s definitely not stupid, he could sense your emotion? I’m not sure I can help to much on this as I don’t exactly have the best sleeper in the world (to say the least) πŸ˜… But I’ll definitely see what her sleep pattern is like when I do return – hopefully she does the opposite and sleeps through (a mum can dream) xx

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